I am currently back on lithium, but when I wasn't taking the pills I maxed my credit cards, baught a new car I could not afford, and I am being told I did some things at work that now could get me into trouble with the law. The sad thing is when I did those things it was if my mind said oh it's ok or I just did it and not thought anything at all. At times my mind just seems to be on this race that I can't slow it down on. I am scared of what is going to happen yet I want this to stop. Has anyone else had these problems and how did you fix it to stop it from happening again.
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