I'm going into my depressive state yet again, i get mad at myself because i don't want to be depressed but i'm being told to feel my emotions... i HATE feeling crazy!! I wish someone could just take this away... when i get depressed i feel like i can't go on...but then tomorrow i know i'll be fine and ready to take on the world again... and i wonder why i ever felt like i couldnt do this? if anyone is willing to talk and hear me vent and is on now? just let me know! thanks..
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