I dont think my medication is working correctly and I am so sick of changing it around but I am cycling faster then a bicycle. Its so mixed with mania and depression then mania again its freaken me out even. Last night I had a really bad time trying not to think of 100 ways to die. I have talked to my doc but it never seems to work. He keeps saying hes going to get with me on something but never does. Hes the only person I can see also because its a county clinic and the only one we have in our area. When I cycle like this I tend to just take sleeping type aids and try to sleep it off. Does anyone else cycle like this I wonder? How do u manage it?
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