I have been bipolar for 25 years, been off and on medicine,It seems like nothing works. My husband and 4 children suffer from my moodswings.My children hear me yelling at my husband telling him Im going to leave him and move away.Hes finally getting tired of it and me,It hurts me so bad inside.Im ready to give up on medicine and smoke marajuana Ive heard alot of good remarks from people who self medicate.The new medicine they just put me on made me paranoid and act worse than what i was.I see a counselor once a week. I have such an empty feeling inside right now.I need friends that understand Nobody understands.
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