Anybody got all these problems at once? I do. first my chiropractor sent me to the neurologist, who only looked at my MRI and said ,"Yep. You've got MS." No other tests or anything. Then my family dr said he couldn't do much. So I bounced between my chiropractor and my neurologist until I became pregnant and deliverd my first child. I got post-partum depression real bad. I figured I wasn't good for anythihg anymore. I couldn't even take care of my newborn hardly and I thought she was the biggest mistake of my life. So I thought about beating myself senseless against the wall and then I thought about getting rid of my baby and then I thought about getting rid of both of us. I knew that I really needed to go to the dr. cause something weird was happening with me. Having a baby always excited me, until after it was born. So I went to the dr. who prescribed Prozac for me. Then I went back and told him about all the rage I felt towards everyone and he gave me Zanax for that and I became hooked on that cause it just made me high is all. Then this thing came up about me writing my brother in law love letters and my husband and I went and told the dr. and he prescribed me Depakote for that. Then he says, if there's any thing else like that comes up, I'll have to go to a shrink cause he's only a family dr. We can't afford to send me to a shrink, but when I went back to see my neurologist, she said that I ought to go see a shrink for all my mental problems. I honestely don't know what to do anymore about anything, so I just stay here at the house with my two year old all day long and do house wife stuff. And wait.
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