ok,I've been all manic an chipper this week. Now I can feel a rage coming on > I've called all my friends,too busy or don't want to hear it(JUST CALM DOWN!). I know they don't get it . SO here I am with people who do...Tell me a story,give me a joke,poetry,a kick in the ass..ANYTHING so I don't go over I feel so stupid and weak,why can't we get this under control? my pdoc has considered me pretty stable the last few mo's...don't feel like it now
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