I have been feeling VERY depressed for the passed 3 months.I am bipolar1. I can't stand the way I feel. I don't like how I am on the meds. I am on 5 different meds and feel worse then when I crashed. I looked at my bottle of pills 2 days ago and thought about taking a handful of them. I do remember the happy times, but since more meds are being added I seem to go even further into depression. So, today I have decided to stop all meds. I sooo want to be happy again. I don't feel like I can call anyone to talk to. I just feel like I am looking for attention. Does anyone else feel this way?
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