Nana’s cancer is continuing to spread. The chemo isn’t working. Papa wants her to keep getting chemo. He isn’t ready to let go. I am at peace with her pending death. She will no longer be in pain. Today my therapist suggested I have a conversation with Nana. Ask questions, share memories, reminisce. But I don’t know what to ask or say. We were always close but never talked intimately.
So if or when someone you know is dying or has died, what would you have said or asked? We don’t know how long she has left.
ive finally achieved numbness. I feel nothing. I’d rather feel nothing than deal with the pain of the past that I can’t seem to let go
About a week ago 1 of my medicines was increased. I felt pretty good for a few days then on Sunday, I was hit with depression, again. I couldn't of come at a worse time. Vocational rehab is trying to get me an interview for a part-time job at a grocery store bakery. It sounds like a good fit for me but I'm afraid I'll blow it because I'll be fighting depression and anxiety.Bp has robbed...