yesterday i made copies of the post drama and the BP world. that post hit such a nerve with me. i wanted my husband to read it and understand BP.well tonight i gave it to him to read and i think i scared him. he is really worried about me now .i mean he was concerned but now i think he is scared i might do something. i told him i wont i am not suicidal...right now. i am thinking maybe i made a mistake showing him that post. i didnt want to scare him .i just wanted to educate him. i thought it just might help him to understand me and this illness.i told him this but i still think he is scared...maybe he really didnt understand this illness afterall. so i guess showing him that really did teach him something besides scaring him..
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