Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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pretty sure I'm manic..

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I really hate to say it. But all the signs are pointing that way. I haven't slept in days. At least not in a real way. When I do have my sleep moments, I have really really messed up dreams. so I don't want to sleep. And I've been hitting things. Haven't eaten in days. I should be asleep. or something. What have I done? How the hell do I stop this? Other than hitting things. The things always win. My arms are a mess but I can't seem to stop. . not good. someone say something. I don't care what, anything?
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It sounds as though you may need to see a Pdoc to get yourself straightened out.Have you thought of that?LA
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tried that. She can see me on the13th.
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Is there anyone who you trust enough to be with you. Maybe help you focus and calm down a little. My husband can do that for me and sometimes my daughter. It really help's.
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omg you really need to get some help...go to the er if you have too, I am so sorry you are like this i totally understand and it sucks ass. God be with you and know that we all do care...you really arent alone and if you need to live chat please contact me...
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someone I trust will be here at 12. I'd give a kidney for that to be NOW.
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at twelve pm? are you alone right now
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yes, alone. very. But I can make it.
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I just hope to make it with minimal damage
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you will make it i am here for you, not that i can see you or touch you physically but i am here...dont hurt yourself further...please!1
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I would agree that you sound manic or mixed lately. I feel for you, it's no fun to feel so out of control.

You could try to call your pdoc everyday to see if they've had a cancellation or if a space opened up.

hope your day is going better tho
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still awake and talking to people here. I think that's my best bet until someone comes over. I'm so damn tired of my doc's office that I'm not even gonna try for another appointment. What's the point? Nothing changes. 7 hours to go...Anyone want to talk to a manic woman?
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you've made it this far, you can make it seven more hours. (((hugs)))

god I hate mania! It's the devil's idea of a good time. Everything is too fun, too bright, too stimulating all around. Then I get mad on top of it all!

My best friend and I joke that we wish we could find the volume dial on our moods.
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love it. finding that volume dial would rock! And I'm pretty sure the devil loves this. It's torture.
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