Does anyone feel like they have a sort of prelude to becoming manic and or depressed? I'm going throuogh that now. I'm not manic yet, I've been depressed for months, and I feel like I'm right on the verge of something. I can't hardly stop crying to go to work. I actually called in and let my boss know that I would come in at 8 instead of 4. I've been crying a lot the last few days and feeling very anxious. My Pdoc presceibed me some Ativan to help with the anxiety, but the only thing I've noticed is that I'm not grinding my teeth anymore. Which is good. I can't seem to keep still either. That is why I think I'm getting manic. The pdoc also told me to increase my lithium carbonate from 4 a day to 5. Well, I'd better go. I have thi ngs to do.
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