Im not trying to ruffle any mommies feelings ..Because mom's are the people that make the world go round in my opinion.But when i see woman continueing to get pregnant over and over and their symptoms get worse with each child ..In my conditon i feel i have no right to bring a child into this world and possibly give the child my "curse" My mom was undiagned bp and most of my childhood was ruined because i alwyas had to watch her ..It wasent fair ..I guess im just bitter ..i just want to understand why we as women we need to bring children in this world that are almost gaurenteed the life that we are forced to ??
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