Soda and coffee grain giving my brain oxygen. Waky waky. Seroquel high. Feeling buzzed and lounging all day. Sedative therapy at its finest. Take away all joy excitement and passion just relax kick back and lounge.
No worries, don’t bother, you cant do it. Waiting for my money deposit. Monthly candy sugar high, monthly mcdonalds binge. Get me three cheese burgers and a chicken burger. Subway 2 foot longs the next day ill have it my way.
Ignoring phone calls, no one interesting to be with only people you don’t want to see. Ahh man can I get a little empathy. Noo man you got it easy. Stop crying stop worrying just live your life. Live it sedated, feel like your dreaming while awake too bad I cant wake and bake.
.From Dr. Nicholas Jenner on his onlinetherapist.blog“I am convinced that codependents come into adulthood seeking the basic connection with others that they failed to find with their parents.In a process of compulsion repetition, they engage in relationships with people similar to their caregivers, trying to solve the original problem.In the specific case of codependency, this means...
1st dad passed away in 2004. This time it was March 2020.The ptsd from my first loss created OCD, which I'd finally gotten under control.But this time it created Psychogenic Non-Epileptic Seizures & sleep paralysis (literally the next night, so I know it's likely connected).So how do I deal with loss? My grandparents & both fathers are gone & I'm disabled, living with my 65 year old mom who helps...