I'm having a horrible day today... I didn't sleep much last night because I had horrible anxious dream after horrible anxious dream... I'm now at the auto shop and I'm waiting for my car which is gonna cost $$$$$$$, something I wasn't expecting and can't afford so the bill is just gonna go on my credit card.... I'm pushing everyone away bc I can't deal with the paranoia, and all I can think of doing is going into the bathroom to injure... As it is I'll probably dig into my secret stash of pills when I get home because I just wanna sleep sleep sleep.... I've already had one very public panic attack in this very public place and I've got nobody to call cuz they're all busy... Anyway, thanks for listening to me b!tch about my pathetic life...
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