i havent been here in a long time...i do so well then it feels like everything is so wrong. I think i have a problem with some of my pain killers that i take for migraines...i take more so i can escape. What am i so freakin afraid of? well i am loosing my vision. I recently started using a mobility cane. its all i can do to read the screen right now. I am supposed to come to some resolution about being raped three times as a young(er) adult. physc drs have said i need to deal with it. i am married and have three kids but no intamancy at all. the thought makes me totally sick. I just want to escape.....
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