I don't often post, although I reply to a lot of them if I think I can help and I always offer support where I can. However, although I hate to ask, I need help today. I am on anti-deps, along with Lamictal, but I have still been wallowing around the depths of depression for weeks, pretty close to where I was last year when I was almost hopitalized. Can't amount to shit I am so down, almost paralyzed. At the same time my mind is racing, I can't sleep, can't focus at work, it's my busy time at work and I am falling further and further behind because I cannot focus. My problem is, I am at work today, everyone is giving me more and more projects they want done yesterday, the phone is ringing non-stop, my head is pounding and I have just had it today and ready to say F*ck it all (with work, that is) and quit. But I need this job. Already was put on a 2 week medical leave last spring for BP "behavior" and I can't afford another one. I have another 2 1/2 hours to go and I need some encouragement and someone to tell me not to fly off and quit my job today. Anything??? Anyone??
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