Please, I need support.... I was supposed to see my daughter this weekend. Her father said that I couldn't. He said she had a project due in school on Monday. I called my daughter at my ex's mother's house (the wicked witch of the east) and talked to my daughter's stepmom. She said that my daughter had a project due in school and that school was more important than me. (She can't due the project with me this weekend? DUH!) So, I talked to my daughter on the phone. I told her that she was going to be missed by my boyfriend's kids, that everyone was looking forward to seeing her. She started to cry because they won't let her come up to see me, I told her to calm down or her grandfather would take the phone from her. And as soon as I said it, I could hear her screaming, "No! No!" and her grandfather got on the phone with me and said that everything in my daughter's life was more important than me. I got off the phone and threw three glasses at the wall and they shattered everywhere. I was in bed all day crying today. I am so hurt and so worried about my daughter. I just really need support right now because I am in a very deep depression and I is killing me.
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