I don't know why I can't control myself anymore. I was doing fine until I hit this long down. Does anyone have any suggestions for help until I can get in to see a shrink & get back on track? I have two boys, 1 & 4, and don't want to be alone with them. Sometimes, who am I kidding, ALL the time I want to just die. It's just like my husband said...I'm a COMPLETELY different person all the time. I get so far into one of my fits, or down sliding, that I scream and hit myself. What can I do to control myself?!?!?!?!?!?!
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