So recently I've been trying to figure out whats "wrong" with me. I'm starting to wonder if I'm bipolar but from what I hear the highs can be really...I'm not really sure what word to use there. Anyway sometimes I almost feel like there are 2 of me. When I'm having a good day I just really feel like myself, like I'm "normal" and happy. When I'm depressed I just feel like its not me. I act differently, I have different thoughts, I just feel like I'm not in control like something else has taken over and I can't control it almost even though I just want to make it go away and feel like myself again. Anyway I'm just wondering if this describes how anyone else feels? Or if maybe this could be bipolar?
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