At 2:00 am this morning when all I could do was cry and wonder why me ?I found friends that would talk to me. Friends that I didn't have to call and wake in the middle of the night .I didn't have to call the crisis help line and worry that they were going to call the police. I didn't have to ck my self into the hosp for a 72 hour "hold" I could just cry and have people encourage me to go on.To all of my friends who came to my "party" last night THANK YOU !
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