Aggitated..feel rage....want to use a baseball bat in a whole new creative way?
Dysphoric mania....call your Pdoc...in the meantime...do you have Xanax.or klonopin?
If not,a couple Benydrill will take the edge off.

i will have to sit it out i guess i don't have xanax or klonopin i think i am gettin sick that is why i am a little edgy right now

Eat some chocolate...always makes me feel better.

Benadryl and a nap does too.

If you're getting a cold, Benadrly will also help with that...it's an antihistamine.
Will help clear up out nose and sinuses.

But I'm not a doc.

bp16indy you are stronger cos you have the ability to express yr pain yet somehow summon up what you need, to get through the latest obstacle.
Power to you.

shit i don't think i got benadryl

did something get said at the docs office that may have triggered this feeling? if so you need to adress that so this can go away.... no meds to help??? take a long hot bath.... get a nice treat (snack) and a drink you enjoy (mines MT dew) and a book and read and pamper your self... yes it does work... not a reader... same idea... hot bath and turn out the lights.... darkness make you think to much... light a couple pleasant candles the aroma will help.... I always go for the book cause then I am not thinking... I have bad anxiety and panic attacks and really bad and often irritability and anger... and this trick helps me greatly...

I even send my hubby to take a bath when he gets grouchy... he kinda refused to start with cause it wasnt manly... but he figured out he liked it ;p

Hey I thought you left the site and was in remission, feel better

well he told me i have to go back to counseling and i hate that shit i have had bad experiences with counseling all the counselors i had before left and i really don't really feel like they know shit and i have to get blood drawn again sometime before february then theres school and the whole issue of not getting enough sleep and starting a new adhd med it is just too much to take in

Xanax lots of them!!

When I'm like this I want to hurt myself or others. Punch walls, destroy furniture, etc. Call the pdoc so you DON'T destroy anything or hurt yourself. If that doesn't work, see if you can send someone to the store for the benedryl.
peace, teresa

Your Dr.s office visit would explain why you are feeling so depressed....but don't give up on the therapy thing...I have met plenty of less than effective ones, but if you manage to find a helpful one, they can make a big difference for you....keep looking, and keep an open mind. You always have a choice of what you want to say or not.

I do know that you have real, diagnosed, and treated problems and I'm not minimizing them, but
part of what you are feeling
is just being a 16 year-old guy. I hope it helps, even a little, to know that even the "regular" guys go through days like you are having. testosterone is verrrry powerful. Don't discount it. You are a real young man, not just illnesses walking around.
P.S. I happen to think you are wonderful!

indy, here's what i do when i'm overwhelmed. make a list of all of your stressors...all of them, big and little. go through the list and eliminate (get them out of your life, post-pone them, whatever) all of the ones that you possibly can. by the time you're done, things look do-able again and not so overwhelming. hope this helps.