I have a lot of pent up anger at my current boyfriend. For the past year he has brought me down, or so it seems. I've broken up with him 5 times in the past year, I guess I knew it wouldn't work from the get-go, but now since I've asked him to move out, and he still harasses me to stay with him, he has started e-mailing my friends and family, insulting them b/c "They don't know what's really going on" I want to end this relationship, but he's so manipulative I take him back every time. I live alone w/ my kids, and I have no support within 3-5 hours of here. I never thought I'd say it, but I wish my kids' father was here, at least I felt protected when he was around.
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