Do you ever just not have anything relevant to say? I am about to head out to a follow-up with the pdoc after getting mania back under control and I really have nothing to say at all except, blah. I feel tired and unmotivated and just pretty normal, I guess and I know he needs to know how I'm doing but it just seems like a wasted co-pay for me to say, yeah, I am fine. Then, am I fine? I can only say I guess so. I am just here going through each day, neither high nor low and it is still a strange place for me. I am glad to not be depressed and glad I'm not running at 180 MPH but just not very happy and no idea why. I think I need a vacation away from home, lol. Beach would be nice :)
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