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Ok, so to explain why I am asking and posting b4 someone tells me off....
I have only been seeing my Pdoc for 4 months.
Ok.
SooOooOOo... I started noticing something while I go to my Appts. I think my Pdoc is testing me in ways that shes not letting me know.
Everytime I go to see her she makes me wait outside her office for about 5-10 mins. I can hear her in there walkin around and doing stuff.
So when I do get into the room... I notice changes and ask about them, or compliment her.
Each Time I come in and pick things like that out... she writes it down.
I noticed that she had changed her hair somehow and I asked her about...
she told me she put sunin just b4 I came in.
I asked her why, she said she was just gussyin up.
Do you think she is testing me? And why?
Has anyone else had this happen? Or thought it was happening?
maybe I am just to frickin paranoid, observant, obsessed ... whatever you want to call it...
I have only been seeing my Pdoc for 4 months.
Ok.
SooOooOOo... I started noticing something while I go to my Appts. I think my Pdoc is testing me in ways that shes not letting me know.
Everytime I go to see her she makes me wait outside her office for about 5-10 mins. I can hear her in there walkin around and doing stuff.
So when I do get into the room... I notice changes and ask about them, or compliment her.
Each Time I come in and pick things like that out... she writes it down.
I noticed that she had changed her hair somehow and I asked her about...
she told me she put sunin just b4 I came in.
I asked her why, she said she was just gussyin up.
Do you think she is testing me? And why?
Has anyone else had this happen? Or thought it was happening?
maybe I am just to frickin paranoid, observant, obsessed ... whatever you want to call it...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Please remember that you are not her only patient.
Nobody is perfect, not only you, but also your pdoc.
Sun-in works for a lot longer than her visit with you.
My Mom learned in a human psychology class, waaaaay back in the mid 1960's that most people that specialize in that medical area are trying to find out about themselves or a loved one....your pdoc is qualified. but she may very well have problems of her own.
We are all just human, after all.
she doesn't have time to mess with you.
Try to relax, and if you still feel that way, talk to her about it.
I guess I just think too much. Shes always writting and I'm always yammering on... I tend to wonder what she might be up too.
I guess Iam flawed by being to investigatory... or some would say PARANOID.
LOL
thats odd... if it were a HE... I'd be trippin.
"stop oogling my titties OK?! Or I'll give YOU medication makes ur dick limp"
I had to answer a questionairre from my tdoc and this came up and now I thinkshe is pissed at me. I think she would like to be my friend bec of things she says and tries to share with me/ I dont even like to think of going there anymore.