I am having overwhelming paranoia. My H, who I am separted from was over last night and left before I got up and I always think that he is mad about something when he does this ad makes me so anxious. then I get a very weird call from a coworker. She is whispering that my client is there, when I dont have an appt till hours later, she is acting so secretative and I am going what what, and then she says oh it was my mistake, like is it so sort of joke, I said you are freaking me out.... I dont get along with this chick at all, and now I am thinking so is messing with my mind bc of the way she was talking and it is working on! My anxiety just tripled now. when I dont hear from the ppl i am closest to I think the worst.....this is conttolling my every thought, atleast i have a pdoc appt on thure, just have to wait it out.
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