Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I'm not schizofrenic in any way yet I find myself becoming highly alert and paranoid at times. Like every little noise or sensation is amplified and startles me. There's a lot of anxiety that goes with it when this happens. It's been happening a lot lately.
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I keep a light on at night when I'm going to sleep and always have because in darkness it is severely amplified for me. I also got a dog, that way I know when I'm being paranoid because he doesn't react to what I'm "hearing".
On and off over the years, usually during times of severe depression, I will become seriously paranoid. Hasn't happened in awhile but for one summer I was terrified I was schizophrenic. I was at the right age and the paranoia just added fuel to the fire.
Luckily, since being correctly diagnosed with BP and getting on the right meds, I'm not having the paranoia like I did in the past. But I won't even read my old, teenage girl journals cause I sound out of my mind. Okay, I'm rambling.
Sometimes my anxiety gets really bad at night. If I hear the slightest noise my senses kick in and the sounds from my own body actually block out anything I am now trying to listen for.
I hear my heartbeat, ringing or a humming in my ears, things become amplified. It's as if I can feel vibrations going throughout my body, you feel what the fear is actually doing to you physically.
This is bad anxiety hun, this normally happens to me when I am drop dead scared shitless but soon after the feelings start to drop.
It's like taking acid and the drug peaks but the high starts to go away right after that lol. Sorry for the bad description :s
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It sucks, I can TOTALLY relate. It happens to me late at night when I go outside to smoke and/or if I'm alone (no humans) and sometimes when I'm driving......