I don't know what is wrong with me today. I had my whole day planned out but now I'm just STUCK. I don't want to move..I'm scared to move. The big plan was to go to a job fair, then work out, then go to a party later. The paralyzing fear is keeping me from even taking shower and getting my day started! I took a Xanax...hopefully that will help. Now I feel okay but the next minute I want to curl up in a ball and make the world go away.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??