Is it part of the BP thing or is it just me, but when I get these feelings or urges, I can't ignore them. I can't hide them. I must act on them. If I think I have feelings for someone, I can't do like everyone says and "just see what happens"... I have to say something. When I have a crush (I know, how high school, right?!) on someone, I feel like I have to have them...even if I know I don't want them really. I think I've got some kind of compulsive behavioral disorder or something. I can know something is not in my best interest, but if I've got the urge (or feeling) inside of me, I'm unstoppable. Is anyone else like this or am I doomed forever?!
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