It has been such a rough month. I've gone through ST and SH then I've been extremely sick for going on 3 weeks with an upper respiratory infection and bronchitis. My OCD is acting up, I've been rubbing my feet together until they are raw and repeatedly checking my email for something that may come and I got locked out of my Facebook because I had two step authentication on it and I was only logged into my mobile app on my phone that broke and the authenticator app I had isn't linked anymore so I kept trying things over and over again expecting different results. I have no motivation to finish school this semester but I'm still making myself I just want to quit. Yet my psychiatrist says I'm doing a little better than I was a few months ago. What? How? I don't feel that way. Granted a few months ago I was dealing with depression and couldn't sleep and was having racing thoughts but I feel like things have gotten worse.
Anyway thanks for letting me vent. I hope all of you are doing well!
Any one heard from S? She hasn't been on in a while which isn't like her. I'm very worried. Anyone please let me know if u know why she isn't here or if she's ok. I'm hoping ur ok S.
So, I am the oldest child of my mothers three children but fourth oldest of my dad's 12 children. Growing up I watched my mother date lots of guys, many if not all of which she brought home way too ealry in my opnion. She allowed them to discipline us and she allowed them to walk all over her. For a period of about 6 months to a year I remeber she had met a guy and would leave me an, 8th or 9th...