just over chemicals at the moment. sometimes i feel they do damage as opposed as "fixing" me. i also feel as if im less of a person because i have to depend on little pills to have a normal functioning day, when, usually it's anything but. just wears me out. youre put on one combo, doesnt work just makes you feel like shit - mentally AND physically. then you go on another, oh its workking, and then it stops, so onto the next one. i feel as if im some guinea pig in some lab being tested on, and the doctors dont care about the side-affects that stay with me. just over it atm.
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