I know that this is a strange topic but someone posted something about suicide. I just got out of a mental health detention center (really a jail). I attempted suicide with my klonopin --I took 14 of them with alcohol. I was in my depressive stage and did not like life anymore. I was tired of being up and down and thoughts all over---afraid etc...beeper...Anyway a voice told me not yet and I called 911...after forcing down 3 glasses of charcol I made it...Unfortunately the next night I was still freaked out and called a friend at 2:30 am and said call the police I don't trust myself. He did --they came in while I had 2 knives to my throat...I got tazzerd and arrested. Apparently I was not happy with life etc. but I also was not ready to go because I made phone calls. ........So I guess what I am trying to say is to always be on top of your illness and have people that you can call at anytime...Sorry for the sad story. I am at home now and fine...no more klonopin for me just lamictal....and am seeking couselling. This site helps to say things cause I am ashamed of myself..my family is hurt and dissapointed and sad...friends a worried. Anyway I effected everyone and that is selfish. Thanx for letting me say this.
I will make it. :)
I will make it. :)
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