Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Ok, so maybe this title will work better..
I feel totally forgotten about on this site. Like my threads are to 'weird' for people to comment. I know I am weird, I know I am a bit demented and dark, but aren't some of you, too? My best creative moments come out of the dark, near cutting stages of my bipolar. I know I can be depressing, but isn't that part of the illness? Am I too frickin weird for you all? Don't any of you cut the shit out of yourself just because you want to see yourself bleed? Why do you do it? How do you feel when you do it? And what is more morbid, what do you do with the blood of yours that you spill? Comments welcome. I don't care how bad they are. I am bitchy enough already to have anyone piss me off more. Go ahead, open fire.
I feel totally forgotten about on this site. Like my threads are to 'weird' for people to comment. I know I am weird, I know I am a bit demented and dark, but aren't some of you, too? My best creative moments come out of the dark, near cutting stages of my bipolar. I know I can be depressing, but isn't that part of the illness? Am I too frickin weird for you all? Don't any of you cut the shit out of yourself just because you want to see yourself bleed? Why do you do it? How do you feel when you do it? And what is more morbid, what do you do with the blood of yours that you spill? Comments welcome. I don't care how bad they are. I am bitchy enough already to have anyone piss me off more. Go ahead, open fire.
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I self harm in other ways though. I hope you feel better soon HUGS :))
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You seriously need some help...seriously. Go to the hospital, do whatever needs to be done...But the way you write...I don't see us helping you much here.
I am a New Yorker too...I also felt the heat of 9/11. I lost family and friends too. I was at school at the time, only a few miles away. Seriously, you scare me with all this. Get some professional help.