not even getting dressed today.. barely able to get my ass out of bed. starting abilify today...friggin depakote making me relly sick...my family getting home 5;30 .how the hell am i going to fool them today.. i dont think i will be able to manage it today.. i might have to stay in bed all day. i hate when my husband sees me in bed when he gets home from work.i want him to see me dressed and with makeup on .but i just dont have the energy .i am relly depressed today... i dont have it. i am screwed today.. fuck you BP.....
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