The other night a friend and I had to call 911 and have firemen break down our friends door, because she is diabetic and wasn't answering her phone and left a strange emails to us telling us that she was too weak to go the store, can we go for her and made a point to tell us again her address and that she has a dr appointment and she hopes she can make it till then. She ended up having a blood sugar of 29 and we find out that this is the 2nd time in 4 days 911 has been called for her and then her parents had to come up to force feed her as well. Now I have key to her apartment so the next time I guess I can open the door and find her almost dead. No one in her family gets that she needs help. Coming from someone who has tried to kill myself, I think that is what she is doing. She claims she is not, but I just see too many similarities when I tried to kill myself I can't keep doing this. She is 27 and needs to learn how to live with this. My problem is that I am going through enough crap and worried about all that is happening to me, I really can't add on the responsibility of taking care of her. But then I worry that if I don't she will die and I won't be able to live with the guilt from that. I just don't know what to do. I was up till 2am dealing with this and it is all I can think about today which is not helping with my motivation to find a job. I was scary to be on the other end of something like this. The last time I tried to kill myself the firemen had to break down my door. How do I take care of myself but help her at the same time? Any thoughts?
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