i cant believe this is it my fucking life .bp......i hate it .i am all over the place with this.fucking torture...i hate this .this cant be it .its a nightmare .nobody understands .i just look at people and cry .i just want someone who undertands ..i am cycling like crazy .i dont know if i can live like this ..i look at peolpe on the streets and i think if they only new what a tortured life i live .....i hide it ffrom my family and my husband ..its so hard...its like i have 2 differant lives now .i feel tortured and alone ..i cant talk to anyone.. i am alone and BP. and i hate my life...
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