It's 12:25AM and I just want to go to sleep. I haven't slept but maybe 10 hours the past few days. I can't sleep...my mind is not necessaily racing, but I just can't sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me. I am however hearing voices and developing grandiose plans for the future. Somehow, I think I am going to become a lawyer and take over the American Civil Liberties Union and erase the name of God off the face of the planet. Don't ask me how I plan on doing all these things- I am still working on it. I am also working on a Wellness Recovery Action Plan (WRAP). I don't feel manic, I actually feel slightly depressed. Earlier, I was highly agitated. Now I am relatively calm. I just want to go to sleep. But I am not tired in the least. Oh my God! This sucks! Anybody relate or have any suggestions?
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