Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I have 40 more minutes in October and then the BS is gone!!!!!
YOU CAN'T HAVE MY NOVEMBER
I will smell my chrysanthemums and watch my yellow topaz sparkle...
November 1st - November 9th : clean clean clean
November 2nd- I will host my third Brownie meeting with confidence, though I am depressed, each moment to those girls is precious.... and hopefully after is a girl's nite out again!!!
If so, I'm going to have fun
On the NINTH day, my first child celebrates 8
She will experience her first sleepover, and have a Blast
November 10th I will recover.... happily
On the TWELFTH day, I turn 29
On the 22nd I will eat turkey with the family who loves me so much, who supports me, helps me, gives me strength
On the 27th day my second child celebrates 6
I will bring cupcakes and a balloon to her at school, and I will witness her excitement.
I'M SURE MANY MORE UPS AND DOWNS WILL OCCUR, A DEPRESSING B-DAY AS A SEPARATED WOMAN .. BUT I ASSURE YOU,,, YOU CANNOT HAVE MY NOVEMBER!!!!
YOU CAN'T HAVE MY NOVEMBER
I will smell my chrysanthemums and watch my yellow topaz sparkle...
November 1st - November 9th : clean clean clean
November 2nd- I will host my third Brownie meeting with confidence, though I am depressed, each moment to those girls is precious.... and hopefully after is a girl's nite out again!!!
If so, I'm going to have fun
On the NINTH day, my first child celebrates 8
She will experience her first sleepover, and have a Blast
November 10th I will recover.... happily
On the TWELFTH day, I turn 29
On the 22nd I will eat turkey with the family who loves me so much, who supports me, helps me, gives me strength
On the 27th day my second child celebrates 6
I will bring cupcakes and a balloon to her at school, and I will witness her excitement.
I'M SURE MANY MORE UPS AND DOWNS WILL OCCUR, A DEPRESSING B-DAY AS A SEPARATED WOMAN .. BUT I ASSURE YOU,,, YOU CANNOT HAVE MY NOVEMBER!!!!
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Love you!!
Hang onto that attitude! Best wishes!
i have good xmas eve and xmas days,, but the negative spirit hangs over.
SO NOVEMBER IS MINE!!!!
AND BENITRO doesnt deserve a brownie orrrr a cupcake!!
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YOU CANT HAVE MY NOOOOVVVVEEEMMMMMMBBBERR!!!!!
Exhausted, Frustrated, Confused
Resentful, Hateful, Surprised
Where am I? Who am I? What will I become?
Sick of Ups because I know they'll come Down
Three years stable, broken by concern
Who are you? What do you want from me?
Why do I care? Why do you? Is it real?
Millions of words cross wires every day
What makes you think I see them the way you do?
Constant misinterpretation, bleeding fingers
Temporary bandages fall with our needs
Tears creep down for a false sense of reality
I thought I knew you, you thought you knew me
One syllable broke our trust, now what
Do I trust again? Am I asking for trouble?
I am a glutton for punishment, giving in every time
Because I believe in you, with a watchful eye
I'll listen to you, with my hands over my ears
It's different now. I've been hurt.
I'm exhausted, frustrated, and confused....