one day i will be in the obituraies and i will be so glad there is nothing left for me here i spent 30 years raising 2 kids to find out they don't want any thing to do with me they were all i had all those years i have my husband and my dogs but they can be happy without me everyone else is. the day i almost killed a man a girl at work said i couldn't go home early it wasn't fair i told the supervisor now they don't talk to me at work. there is nothing left. I don't want to be here if i have to be here alone.
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