I hate this mood...like a drizzly rainy day that never ends. I take a stick and whack at the dark clouds above me but they just float around my weapon. This is so dull. I'm so dull. Is it the abilify? The serequel? Everyone's up on lamictil....should I switch? Abilify worked at first but now it seems to make my mood worse.
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