Has anyone ever felt this way before? Like nothing is good enough and everything just pisses you off? When does it end? When do you feel okay? just okay? so, my hubby said he was gonna go get some frappuchinos at starbucks and rent a few movies. okay whatever. so i tell him exactly what to get a starbucks and speicfy like 4 times to make sure it is the coffee one and NOT the vanilla white one. What does he come home with? the white one. and i'm not going to drink it. i dont like it and i made that clear. not i feel guilty for being such a bitch and not forcing myself to pretend like i like the dam thing. him and i, we dont connect. our marriage sucks and this is just another stupid thing. I HATE LIVING IN THIS WORLD!!!!
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