Anybody ever experience this...I have not been in a full, don't want to get out of bed depression state but I am not in a full, want to go spend every dime left on my credit cards manic episode either. I have been in a state of not being able to concentrate, think clearly, reason efficiently, get irritated easily, unmotivated state. Then, I have been up half the night thinking and all of a sudden everything seems really clear to me.
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