if you guys read my journal you will see my family has issues. DH is getting tested for bipolar because what he ends up doing, but am thinking that I may be the one causing all the problems. I have mood swings, depresion and days i don't want to get out of bed. een days where i think no one cares and I no one. My thoughts are - is it really me and i have bipolar disorder or is it that my marriage sucks that bad that my life became miserable. All myrelationships have been a little pyhsical or mentally abusive. My parents were not abusive at all so why am i in the thick of it now. How can I tell the difference from just depressed or being bipolar and not knowing it. Can anyone help my understand what i am going through.
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