I am VERY depressed today. I know the reasons for this but I can't do anything about them. Only time can and even then some of the reasons are just going to get worse. My dh's chronic health problems for instance. I am not suicidal today just VERY depressed. Crying for NO REASON and a couple of days ago I felt really good. I'm glad my son is still asleep and not seeing me like this right now. And yes I have been taking my meds for three weeks in a row now. I have not forgotten to take them. Before that I think I was in denial on and off if that makes any sense. Anyway if you've gotten this far thanks for listening and say a prayer, light a candle or whatever you feel like doing that things get better for me. I've got to get out of this depression I am in today. This is NOT GOOD. Thanks for listening.
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