I just lost another relationship due to my stupid disorder. I started hearing the voices again today and my fiance just could not handle it. He started quoting the Bible, telling me that he didn't know what "God" wanted him to do as far as moving back here to be with me. He's in MI and I'm in TN. I love this guy a lot, but he doesn't understand that I can't just ignore the voices. They are so real to me. And I've been having awful nightmares the past two weeks and I'm scared to go to sleep. The main thing with my fiance is that he's a Christian and I'm not. He doesn't want to be married to someone who's not a Christian. I don't really know what I'm trying to say, I guess I could just use some hugs. Sorry if this doesn't make sense - I'm a little upset at the moment.
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