I use to come here a few years ago but then my computer blew up .I am not coping ,my son commited suicide last October and my home burnt down in November .Coming up to the first aniversary of my sons Steven death is like I am living it over again .He was suffering from depression and I tryed so hard he was never dignosed with anything but I am bi polar and he could of been too .He nerver did much seeking help from doctors .I feel at times suicidal myself and at this time I can say I am .But I have seen the affect it has had on my family and will try not to do anything .My house fire was bad too because I lost my animals and steven belongings and mine but the animals and stevens things was the hardest .I have done grierf councilling that helped a bit ,I just find the past few weeks have been very hard .How do you get over someone taking there life to loose a child I would not wish it on anyone its the hardest thing i have ever dealt with .I am reaching out here for support I know last time I was on I had a lot of support and I am once again asking for the same from you wonderful people .
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