well i went to my derm. dr. appt. today for the sore on my face, i found out that i have skin cancer. i am not sure what type yet until next week when i call him for the bipobsy report, but i do know that the week after that i am gonna b scheduled to have surg. done on it. i am scared. i know u can't dye from skin cancer but the thought of cancer itself scares the hell out of me. i am just not sure how much more i can take. things just keep going from bad to worse.. i just want to scream but it hurts to much.. just letting ya'll know what is going on w/me.. oh yea still NO A/C IT IS HOT HERE... ttyl.
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