DOnt know how to expres this other than i feel like a zombie, is this what it feels like to be normal, if so i rather go with out my meds. Four days ago i wanted to kill myself, could not stop crying, felt so worthless, now i feel nothing, empty, and zombie like. I am on Lamicatal 200mg, and abilify 15mg's, or is this just part of being bipolar? and i have not been able to sleep for the last two days. If anyone can offer input thanks.
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i made this account because i hope this reaches someone who can understand. I feel immense shame and guilt over my past behavior while manic. I have ruined relationships with friends and family members, gotten tattoos that i dont want, done things that make me cringe. The weight of the self hatred gets to be too much sometimes. I feel like a burden. Nobody understands. I hate myself today.
Our great friend OlderC could really use some love and support right now... She's hit a rough patchBig squishy hug Kat... I hope that you start to feel better really soon.... xo