I became pregnant in 2002 and felt as though I was fine. I was with the father the whole time until now because he took me down. he drank and did drugs. I became very numb to my feelings had no love or hate or any real feeling in my heart.I wasn't happy or sad. I guess it was like I was gone. I'm now feeling really sad like I need to run away. Sometimes I feel like hurting myself. I know it's all coming back. I have two kids. I don't want to feel this way anymore.
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