Dammit! I hate this! I am without meds for at least two weeks. I go through an outpatient program to get the prescription and then I get them filled at what is called Primary Care. It is free for me cause I dont have any insurance. Well I went to refill my meds the other day, I waited for about an hour and a half only to be told that I was supposed to call 10-14 days in advance to get the meds. I wasnt told this when I picked them up so i didnt know. Now I have to be without meds for at least two weeks. The last time that happened it was for two months and I nearly killed myself. Bad things tend to happen and I usually end up making really stupid decisions when I have no meds. I simply cannot go without them. I am not sure whats going to happen..even though it isnt for as long as last time, I know that I am going to freak out. This is not a good thing. Last time I ended up doing a lot of self medication in many different ways. I am scared and not sure what to do.
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