I just wanted to know if other people here feel there's know hope for them.....! That there fighting to exist only......that doctors have tried everything when it comes to meds,being hospitalized is really just a safe house for me....nothing really gets better. Each, day is such a struggle to keep fighting these disorders........but i will keep fighting but I really don't think I can keep going like this. I'm not living.....I'm really in a deep dark hole that I just can't seem to get out of......I'm untreatable. So...So....Sad and tired! Anyone else here in this madness!
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